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rasa seperti semakin terlupakan jay sejak akhir-akhir ini..
since when ?
since the other boys are doing great with their heartbeat promotion
and when people start to stop invading jay's privacy at his own seattle..
hmmm..those fan accounts and b-boying vids are now decreasing in number...
no more reliable sources of jay...on what is he doing exactly...
as far as i know, JYPE had sent him a trainer, so he got some piano and dance lessons back then..
and on the other free time, he is doing some part time jobs .that's all.

hmmmm..plus, the other boys are getting a lot of my attentions
since they are working hard with their 1st album promo.
the latest news i got, they were already moving into a new house, 3-storey house , outside the city area of seoul..
since jjit-taec kept complaing that the room he shared with junsu is too small..
yeah, i knew, through wild bunny and let sleep here tonight show
the room is too occupied for a 184 cm beast idol and his fashionista roommate...

a few times that make me cherish the time with jay is when they're winning the awards recently..
esp during the MAMA award *that i might watch it LIVE from channel V if i was still in malaysia...

i miss the words that junsu, taec, chansung, junho and nichkhun said
and eventhough wooyoung did'nt say anything
seeing he was crying badly all the time like a baby esp when they shouted out jay..
i know he miss his leadja the most up to the point that he couldn't say anything.
dont worry woodong.i miss him too.and u're not alone.i cried with you.

JUNSU
and I really wanted to say this but even though he isn’t here with us .But I have been training with him for 4 years and I want to be able to share this great moment with him.our leader.jae bum.

CHANSUNG
hyung, you're watching this right ? saranghae..

TAECYEON
If it weren't for Jay Bum, we wouldn't have had gotten this award. Please come back as we will be waiting for you

NICHKHUN
Jay, this for you baby <3


plus , the faith that i hold, that he will come back, kept growing deeper
and soo do the people around me.
they are going to believe in me , that he will return someday

and one more thing..since the song is topping the charts every week..
i admire everytime they thanked jay which meant they still remember their leader
despite of their success.

the best moment is when they won the mutizen award last sunday

when junsu snatched woo's mic and chansung ran all the way on the stage..shouted at taec's mic ,pinched woo's poison cheek..
bt still the magnae remember to remind his hyung to mention leadja with his i'll-kill-you-afta-this-if-u-did'nt-say-this face until the end

and it was nicely & handsomely done by junsu "JAY, i love you mannngg"..forgot the engrish accent..i squeal like a real fangirl all the way he said it..junsu, good job..
and so chansung nodded as he approved what junsu said and eventually stayed still like a good kid being bribed with some sweets..

good job guys.

hopefully they will win even more as tomorrow we have GDA 2009...

and i will hear they said JAY, WE LOVE YOU AND WE NEED YOU




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